“If All I Thought Were True” - Attack In Black
If all I thought were true
In this great divide that is my life
I fear to think of all that I’d undo
If all I thought were true
when i was little i used to run up the street. i would pick a cat tail and draw our names in the dust. the last time i came over we sat on those blue vinyl chairs your father always hated. he had grey eyes and a belt made of rope. wash your hands girls, cleanliness is next to godliness. i would rather be in the wood below or your cat or a fly on the fucking wall watching the scene unfold but i am a human on a chair with dirt under my nails. you used me like soap to clean the impossible messes but i didnt mind. not on your face, your hands, but the shadow made by your backbone. your skin is still as pale.
(Source: natmuff)
i just crave a real something. real job. real education. true life: i felt so bad about drinking as much as i did this week that i read a book cover to cover this evening to make up for it.
—Pretty Good Year
there are songs that will beg to keep your heart
(Source: oldrecordscheapwine)
—I Never Wanted You
Headphones - I Never Wanted You
But rather than let you think
That I was so naive
I’d have you believe
I never wanted you
I never wanted you
You never had my heart
Our love was never trueI know you never suspected
Because I never said
But, baby, I was faking the whole time



